whooaaaa~

first statement : assalamualaikum wbt bagi yang islam n salam 1 m'sia bagi yang lain, in case ade foreigner yang bace blog i, whadupp mayn! * mane tahu bieber nak stalk gua. hahaha, craps.

first thing first , cuti kali ini patutnye i study tapi lain yang jadi . tapi tu normal lahh kalau da name kat rumah ye, nak adap buku memang susah. sape setuju? okayyy2. da nampak memang ramai afundi tu. terima kasih. haha. 

so, let me introduce u guys antara sebab kenape i distract di rumah , 

muhammad rafique darrius, dye sangat cute, hensems, i wish i can hav him as my boyfie. though lately dia tak sehat and tanak kat i tapi i tetap peluk cium dye ketat2. luv youuu baby sayang. btw, dye sangat suke dengar lagu baby by bieber <3

NEXT!

haziq n afiq . grrrrr. sangat nakal and memeningkan kepala. haziq mengade n manje , afiq suke nanges sebab ta suke i yang suka kacau dye. hahaha.

wutever it is mereka sangat comel n sangat sayang kat mereka <3 love from mak su. ahaks! *da tua plak rase. gulp.
 
JENG JENG JENG !

harini punye agenda hang out dengan DIA, azzyra azhary JERR . haha. dye yang sangat memeningkan, serabut, suke bertengkar ngan i pasal baju, buku, ade je yang tak puas hati. haha. tapi dye sangat caring n BFF kan! even dye sangat ntahapehape n menyakitkan hati  kadang2, tapi bese laa, sedangkan lidah lagi tergigit, ini pula kawan baik macam minah ni. btw THANKS sebab bagi present buku DIARY OF A WIMPY KID ! weeeheee~

alamak! dye nmpak separuh je pulak. sabar2. hee.

nah! i letak ur pic hang sorang jee , puas? haha. btw, jangan cepat sangat mesra ngan orang. gila, gila jugak. tapi make sure jaga diri, jaga mulut, jaga hati, jagalah semua yang ada. *wink. 

tengok lahh gambar i yang gilak capub kat public, orang pandang macam model kampung sesat. pakai baju kurung ngan sneakers gi shopping. tapi macam biase, ade gua kesah?! kerna gua tahu mereka jeles tade keberanian tangkap gambar poyos cam i kat public even pakai camera fone murah jerr +,+

 feewiit ! haha. jangan marah i gedix puji diri ni. haha.

ye saye masih menggunakan kenderaan awam. memang saye di kl sentral. =,= orang tak cakap pun tahu kao kat kl sentral. 

oke2 , saye seronok buli my member tangkapkan pic saye banyak2. ahaks! 

oke, dah buhsan? fineee . LAST JE , plss.entry gua, suke aa nak letak pic banyak2. haha

okeh2. thanks to BORDERS, DOLLSTORE, TIME SQUARE bukan new york okeh, then mane lagi? mane2 jelaa. i dapat buku, magazines, shirts, cardigan, band baru n yadaa2 :) plus thanx to abang sorang yang tatahu name yang sanggup bagi kitorang tumpang payung dia yang gedabak, hee. dari dye sorang2 baik kitorang teman . haha. so, sediakan payung sebelum hujan. tapi time gua bawak payung tanak plak hujan. 

k laa, panjang nyeee post kao! hikhikhik. enjoy reading. peace yaw. * tolonglah bayangkan muka i yang comel. taya bayang kat atas tuh gua da kasi banyak gambar. haha. 

till then, lots of lurf,

zuazlina_zulkefly <3

campur aduk .

first statement : i do care about my frens, and sure do appreciate dem as long they noe how to appreciate me back. 

second statement : ta semestinye kalau da name kawan kene message or gayut like everyday, 24h.

third statement : dun easily blame other pipel, dun be selfish. 

ppffffttt  =,=

so , nuw . tadi i bengang pasal a guy yang tak keep his promisses namun bile part kite tahu plak dia tuntut. wut daaaa?? tolongahh let me go. find ur own way . m begging u . # begging-madcon. lagu tade kaitan lgsung, haha. but i do pissed off. m tired with ur endless game. everythg between u and me is done! 

MOVE ON !

kenape saye? kenapeeeee? wut i mean here why i yang selalu jadi  mangsa keadaan? whyyyy?

m afraid to answer loves call cz m afraid of losing u n being torn once again eventhough sumtimes jeles tengok  org de boyfie, but sokay * bisikan syaitan, haha . so, lets enjoy being single bebeyh! *mood swear tunggang langgang. ahaks!

NEXT !

kenape? *ta sudah2 ngan kenape kao tuh =,=  oke, kenape lelaki born to be a sweet-talker? haha. mmber i sorg nyh sangatlahh sengal cuz keep asking me the same question everyday after the class end . the question is " aq sweetalk lagi ke tadi? aq ta sengaje ouhh . " wut kind of question is dat? haha. dye sangat lah risau org panggil dye as a ' FLIRTY ' cuz dye tak berniat un sebegitu, he's just try to be nice to pipel n i noe he's telling the truth . he's a nice boy :) its okay lahh if u'r a sweetalker pun cuz i think its true dat guys memang suke menggula, so, WATCH OUT gurlsss . * senyum :)

Him = Adik = Kawan = Crush = kanak2 = stay away from him!!!

dye suke bermanje , macam budak2, suke buli i tanpa i sedar , then i perli dye balik, tak faham bahase, bajet, and macam2 lagi . pening~

  

i bagi dye edward, dye nak zayn malik . 

sebab one direction best n lagu dye pun best ! we love singing together and we dun mind eventhough our voice like berterabur pitching, note n yadaa2. haha. 

i said i love bieber n neyo n he dun mind to play their song + sing along for me, whenever i wish <3

he called me beautiful monster, but i dun mind .

m just enjoying myself right nuw, enjoy to be his fren, n ONLY a fren nothing more, nothing less . wonder for how long our friendship will last cuz pipel come n go (: btw, thx to skype yg byk mmbantu dia yg gila webcam. haha.

till then ,thank you :)
lots of love,
zuazlina_zulkefly <3

m not perfect .

sorry if i buat korang pissed off , if i talk rubbish , and i tak treat korang nicely . mane kite nak nampak salah sendiri kan? so , confront n tell me . dun be a coward n talk shits at my back. sampai sudah tak habis . everything happen for rezens , so let me tell u my rezens before u simply jump into conclusion.

sorry for not being perfect , till then .

wait for sumthing better .

#current song : jaga selalu hatimu n penghujung cinta. credit to dia n dia lagi sorang yang pekakkan my tlinga dlam  car. but still IGNORANCE is d best :) appreciation to paramore. 

currently memang dok pasang lagu yang same berulang2 . the rezen y , am i in love ? yes, in love wif malays song . haha. tak kesah la lagu m'sia ke indon ke asalkan lagu melayu . tapi saya tahu kite sepatotnye menyokong industri muzik tanah air , but dun blame me cuz d best music wins ! pfffft . stop d craps . by the way azam tahun baru nk kumpul lagu melayu cuz diriku yang bajet mat saleh tade 1 pun lagu melayu dalam list player . duh ! azam tu sounds stupid but ade orang cabar saye to do that . n for sure i'll take the challenge kan :) motif lahh bende kacang camtu tanak buat , saye pure malay oke . no doubt ! 

oke , actually mood i at first tadi seriously serabut n gloomy becoz a lot of things happened to me  lately . the more i try to ignore , the stronger it comes to bring me down . its about my future , family , study , friends , and him. every single things seems rebel to me n sangat lah menyesakkan . i really wish i have someone yg dapat be my crying shoulder , i terasa sangat lah alone lately n useless . smpai kadang2 i trase nak grab a stranger and blow everything to him kasi share sesak i . but i cant . hopeless . mesti terfikir how loser am i kan  . but , like i care . cuz i tink i am a loser . but only for dis time hehe . i used to be a  happy-go-lucky girl and love to make my frens smile n laugh when i am around . but inside me , it killings me for real to be fake .

i dunnoe how to decide the best decision for my own even its for my future sake . m not strong enaf and i really nid someone to hold . m fragile n torn . trust me . i am a good actress u wont notice yang i tengah melalak dalam hati eceh =,= .

him . always dun get me n always being fine eventhough i kadang2 saje ta text 4 d whole day cuz nak tengok ape gaya dia. but still , he did nothing and at last at nite m d one who text him to wish him gudnyte n make sure he noes dat i still care bout him . how pathetic . but, trust me. m used to it . u salu ckp i tak sayang u n sumtimes i deny n sumtimes i senyap tapi bukan tanda malu , ta seswai langsung . tapi sbb i just dunnoe how to show u dat i deeply madly love into u . sury . craps , kao bercinta ngan sape huh?! haha .

case closed. 

sometimes, i rase kali ni memang i banyak membuat keputusan yang salah n sangatlah tak bersyukur dengan ape yang ada . i hope i can undo but i am afraid to push the button .

this means , i trust u guys a lot !!!! haha. oke lahh . sleepy n enaf for nuw . banyak plak bebel kan . hehe . yela, da lame tak bermanje ngan blog , korang pun rindu kan ? jangan segan nak ngaku cuz i miss u more :)

till then , love ,

alyn_zuazlina <3 

psssst ! jangan lupe senyum :) cuz u are beautiful.

days at kmph- a week before holiday :)

so as usual, assalamualaikum :)

actually tade ape nak dibebelkan cuz macam ta seronok nak share story witout picture cuz internet quite lembabs, sian plak korang nak berimaginasi. haha. btw, actually dis week berperang ngan paper (exam) or specifically PSPM, which means peperiksaan semester program matrikulasi ( if m not mistaken lah kan) haha. so, memang perasaan bercampur-baur. belajar pun tunggang-langgang. bukak physics, chemist serang dlam otak, bukak chemist, biology term terngiang-ngiang. maths!? haila, lagi celaru tapi berkurang bile azab paper 1 da lepas. even actually maken serabut cuz paper 1 tadi cam haru n kene cover balik at paper 2. duh! =,=

lately ny, macam2 bende baru jadi dalam hidup. sumthing yang sangat lah diluar comfort zone. i wanna share but not for nuw. plus, tiap2 hari mesti fikir pasal future n everyday mesti de plan tambahan. suke plan gempak2 tapi harap2 menjadi :) hehe. 

later kay, gtg. AND wish me luck 4 exams n do pray for me :)

senyum, da lame ta ajak korang senyum sesame, rindu <3

till then, daaa~

alyn_zuazlina :) 

m sory.

m sury AZZIRA AZHARY. i noe m not perfect , aq ta terniat na buang kao jaoh2. bukan aq tanak mention name kao. tapi aq tak terpikir kao terasa. aq tak bermaksud un hanis je kawan sehidup semati aq. aq ta penah langsung pkir camtu, aq just mention name dye cuz dye same matriks ngan aq. aq deactivate at fb bukan sal nak nampak kan diri aq loser  or wutever. aq de own reasons yg aq tanak pun heboh at semua orang. later bile bnde aq plan da jadi, baru aq activate balik fb aq. m soo sury. aq tatahu nape ichad leh kutuk aq at fb. aq tatahu aq ckap salah ape, aq tatahu cane our frenship leh become worst sedangkan aq ngan adell alhamdulillah bese je. walaupun aq agak terkesan, tapi things already happened. i.ALLAH. balik nanti kite try slow talk  masing2. sury huru-harakan hidup korang especially kao yang paling terkesan. if kao rase betol ape yg shaf penah cakap , go on. m sury. kao pun boleh buang aq, cuz i noe m not deserve ur frenship or anyone else. i'll try to fix dis matter bile semua ade nanti, then i'll go. aq ta huru-harakan da hidup korang da after dis. sory 4 being sux.

to others yang terasa ngan aq gak, secara ikhlas n jujur nye, aq mintak maaf sangat. maybe tanpa aq sedar aq sakitkan aty korang. so dat, saye minta maaf sangat2. emm, then, thanx a lot dear sweetest fren 4 ur kindness n sweet memories. luv u guys a lot. semoga selama kite berkawan Allah mmberkati our frenship. i.Allah. may Allah bless us.  assalamualaikum.

its not all about him anymore.

first of all. assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera. saye nak bagitau saye rynduuuu nak tekan2keyboard ny, da lame ta meluahkan segala perasaan mual, menyampah, sedih, tergedik2, gumbira at blog nyy. rynduuuu  nye, heeee. :) 

em, bagi mneruskan agenda post pada kali ini, saye meminta agar semua org concentrate bace ! hahaha. actually title kali ny poyo jehh bub m used to it. i dun deserve anyone, so let bygone be bygone. fuhh! rase relieve. dumb. sad. intense. hatred. semua jady mix n grrrrr. hee. so nuw, my ex-boyfren is my new bestfren :) weee~ so, welcome single life ONCE AGAIN. pfffft. saye berdoa ke pada Allah agar ditutupkan hati saye, buleh ta macam tu? ta salah kan, saye tired, ehh3 exhausted da. merasekan saye ny sangat berdosa da kapel banyak kali, last2 ta kekal. in conclusion, dis is not d ryte tyme n i REALLY dun deserve to anyone. jangan nak menonggeng sangat laa kan kali ny, chillax yaw! :* lagipun kehidupan saye skarang sangat lahh huru-hara, terkejar2 at matriks ny, jadi CONCENTRATE lahh at study weyyh. kis, muah. tq . :) ntahapehape tbe2 je nak luahkan sayang at sini. haha.pssst, no more perfect two. semoga anda bahagia ngan dye, gy class same2, dapat ketemu selalu:) *nape ta gitao i awal2 u da jumpe org baru. its pain yaw, i bukan hartless.but still, u yang paling pelik n d sweetest one cuz sangat suke menggula. tq bro! sep sikit. :)

oke, i did mention at paragraph atas tadi sal saye di matriks an nuw. pergh ! life at siny sangat lahh pack wehh, penat aq tonggang terbalik, ke hulur ke hilir. tapi ta slim2. grr. homeworks sangat lahh  menimbun, tapi kenape aq sempat plak nak blogging? ehh, bea lahh ! hahaha. at siny saye ditemani bestfren saye, HANIS KHALIL. tapy kitorang ta salu un meet. sobbbs. hehe. bebudak at siny un baek2, yang mane mmber ngan saye laa, tak kurang jugak yang salu tarik muke seketat mungkin, mahal kott senyuman nyee. tape2. kedekutt nyeeee. wek3. move on. rumate saye pun berbagai gaya, tak kurang juga kepelikannye. tapi saye enjoy , cuma... bile part study jehh tensyen. argghh ! nak dekat test da. :( cuaq, cuaq,*cuaq lebih, study malas. sentiase ade war ngn kemalasan. citpodah! at sini saye dapat macam2 nickname, ade yang panggil zack, zue, alyn, zorro. sangat ta seswai yang last tuh. de yang panggil kakak, n paling best abang zack. wahaha. sengal. classmate saye yang laki plak ta suda2 loyar buruk n ske carik gado. yang pompuan salu kecoh n energedix. hahaha. tapi dorang sume pandai2, jeles. n saye mesti fight! walk down bebeeeh! haha. 

rynduu beby darius!!! iklan je nyhh. :) senyum. jgn marah.

oke continue, emm. saye nak cakap ape lagy ek? tatahu laa. da la. nak type panjang agy tapii, nak sambung study ngn rumate saye. hee. sekian bertemu lagy. rynduu nye. kis.muah.

salamesrabadi, 

alyn_zuazlina :)